more decisions await me

a little bit of an update before i summarize the rapidly drifted away 2008 and the undecided 2009..
(2009 reminds me of what Japa said 2 years back when our time here really became the turning point in his life before he left.)

Sometimes, i wonder why do people come and go all the time...
i guess its nt just others.. i do that too... everyth's fresh.. u start afresh wherever u go.

I am very undecided with 2009.. blurry.. i think i've got a job offer. great firm, lovely culture, with pretty good pay. but is that what I'm looking for? *big sigh*

A slight summary of the amazing things that happened since I came:

2006
Survived a 4-month attachment, away from home for the first time.
Survived Pantai Putri Hospital, Mahkota Hospital, TI Hospital, tons of japs and endoscope in me.
Left for Singapore alone.
Akio and I nearly got on the plane which crashed in Indonesia.

2007
I flew to India alone.
Dated a really really great guy.
Fairy tale. Lovely. Difficult. Eye opening. Mind boggling. year.

2008
Independent me.
AIESEC ran in my blood.
Sourced 6k on my own for Brazil and Amsterdam.
Merrill came onto my CV.
My grades thrived.

2009
Practical?
Idealistic?
Both?

Currently Breathing: Goo goo dolls - Better Days