If things don't go as planned..

What will I do?

1. Do a 1/2- 1 year stint at a beautiful place like Turkey, Spain & many other unexplored place.
2. Get serious with music. Re-learn guitar, pick up something else, and re-play drum.
3. Wherever that is, pick up its language.
4. Have some really peaceful times.. stress-free.. read some good books.
5. And of course, meet some awesome people along the way.
6. Really figure out my direction in life.

What's bothering me now?
Money. Is that really everything? But I'm reaching the age when I really need to sustain my own finances at least.

If things don't go as planned..

I have no idea really where it will lead me to.

p/s: I realised that I have tended to be more and more forgetful as I grow up.. and I realised that I have been much more stress-prone and less fun... nd its correlated.. stress, emotions, and sleep-deprivation leads to memory loss.... no wonder most ppl seem to be able to remember the entire textbook back in those days but nt when there are so many distractions as they grow up maybe?

*another random thot diarrhea *